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Last night, I was enjoying my night and watching 'So You Think You Can Dance.' Lance came home from hanging out with Shawnie. All of a sudden, we were arguing about walking the dogs. He wanted me to do it in the morning before work. I told him I wasn't going to and that I told last month I would be doing it after work. So he's getting upset at me and saying "so you want me to wake up at 6:30am to walk Blackberry."

If he has to, yea! I'll put her out before I leave but I am not going to wake up extra early to walk both of them and then RUSH to get ready for work. I go to bed late, I try to go to bed early but it never ever happens unless I'm VERY tired. He has the luxury of going back to bed because he's home all day. I don't! If our roles were reversed, he would use my not having a job against me. I don't do that to him.

Then it went into how I don't exercise enough. WE never talked about me exercising. I had talked about it. WE never did. So to have him go at it like that threw me off guard. When I got up to leave, he followed me and yelled at me. He never gave me a chance. I heard everything he said. I listen to him and I replied with me usual "okay."

I mean, what the hell am I supposed to say? What do have to promise to get him off my back and have him understand that I do know hear what he is saying and will do that. He didn't believe me in the first place, it would have been a waste for me to do otherwise.

I'm sick of it. He apologized later but...for someone who says he knows me....he should know this. I do listen.