Many Thoughts

After a lovely night where we played a skins game of golf on the Wii with Genessa, we were getting into bed when I thought...when Lance lived with his ex-girlfriends, did he also have these kinds of chill out and peaceful nights too? I cherish the "time for bed" times with him. We have a little routine even. He'll go online and look for music/listen to music. I usually read one of my books for a little bit and listen to the music with him. Usually I'll turn in first but I give him my undivided attention until I fall asleep.

I didn't ask him but I will one day. Granted his life in the past was not one that I would have been able to tolerate, I still wonder if he had those peaceful nights. We're pretty domesticated. The other night, he came home from work and told me that it was really nice to come home to me. Since I get home first, I try to have dinner ready for him whether he is hungry or not and since it is getting colder now, the house was warmed up for when he came home. I am a pretty darn good girlfriend and I will make a great wife.

It is interesting how your perspective changes and I am so glad that I met him when I met him. I am sure I sound repetitive but really though. We're almost done with our 6th year together and will be working on our 7th year. If we marry, we'll probably do it in a few years. Whenever I tell people how long we have been together, they're amazed. Not just for the longevity but because of the type of people we are. Ah well. Opposites attract right? Except that's on the outside, on the inside, we share the same values and views.

Well...there was some other thought that I wanted to input but I can't think of what it was. I'm just waiting for this work day to be over and it has been DRAGGING